Last year when I thought I was really gonna leave British Council, I was very upset and the gloom had given me inspiration to write a post in my blog about you guys. This year, I must say that I'm very thankful to have one more term spent with you guys and I'm gonna write another post about my BC days with a different emotion from last year. This year was a really difficult year for me. I've confronted with a lot of problems and most of them weren't that easy to solve at all! When I'm in the turmoil, my families and friends are always ready to offer help to me and their kindness have made me realise that there's utterly no use at all to live in griefness and sometimes, you just gotta live through things that upset you. Just like this case :')
Okay.. Last year Kyle said that he thought that I was a boy when he 1st saw me at BC. Ever wondered how I look when I was in form 3? TADAA!
Differences of last year & this year:
LAST YEAR
- Our class were smaller - it consisted of only 9 students o-o
- Ian was our teacher
- Our teacher was more flexible and playable than this year's
- It was fun
- I got to see the sunny and fun side of you guys and shed from my shy skin as well
- Selfies & group photos overflowing x.x
- Songs and Ryan Higa during break time!
THIS YEAR
- This year our class expanded twice its size (roughly)
- Deirdre (or better known as DD) is our teacher
- Our teacher is so conservative and so old school!
- Sometimes DD is just being too unreasonably eccentric that she upsets us
- I got to know a few new friends like Sakinah, Jesselyn and Hui Zhen (QueenZhen)
- More selfies & group photos
- It's all about Francis @@ (no more Khalid?)
A few confessions to make:
To Ginger: Ginger, I think that you're very pretty from the 1st time I see you when you were sitting on another table with another pretty girl (forgot her name) at the beginning of the year. After getting closer to you, I find that you're very much like me and for most of the time we would feel "awkward" pretty easily. I don't know how you define the word "awkward", but to me some of your expression just shows awkwardness in some situations. And it is very lucky for me to find someone who is equally enthusiastic with me in taking photos. I think that taking photos besides selfies are very important because photos freeze that moment and measure our growth. And thanks for your sourvenirs - the bookmark from China & the biscuit from Japan!
To JaNe: I know you love me & you're definitely one of my most intimate friends. You know me & I know you. But sometimes, you give me a mixed feeling of hating me and loving me because you always pinch and hit me so hard, always "abuse" my books and always say "diamlah". Maybe it's because you understand me. You understand that I'm mature enough to not to be upset with your childish actSSSS. It's like you can read my mind literally. Just like last year during the last term, you said you have a kind of "wheezy feeling" that I'm gonna return for a term next year. True enough, I did.
To Wendy: You're a very sweet girl and you're the opposite of JaNe. I like it when you tie your hair up in a ponytail but I love it when you just put your hair down on your shoulders. It makes you look elegant and the-opposite-of-JaNe even more :P You smile, laugh and blush easily (so cute!) Haha.. And it's hard to find someone who gets pai seh so easily. Everytime JaNe or me look at you and say "Wendayyy.. Wendaayyy.." you'll be like "Whut?o_o" Stay cute! PSS.. And sexy ;) It's my pleasure to hug you with your sexy back haha xD
To Kyle: Hmmm... Where to start our tale on? AFS would be appropriate enough I guess ;) Still remember when I was in form 3 and there was a question for me that asked "What is your proudest achievement so far?" And I said "My proudest achievement so far is getting the KIZUNA scholarship and go to Japan for free." I think we started to have conversations since I answered that question. Last year, you went to Germany on paid programmes so we had more to share with each other. Although most of the time we're on the same side, but we've also quarreled for most of the times over small matter. And would you please stop creating gossips for me? 1st, Jayesh. Then, Khalid. And now, Francis. And who's the next person? Ze Fei? xD Your 1st impression to me was very good though. I like boys who wears cap and look kindda SWAG. But after getting to know you, I just wish you could "DIAMLAH". Haahaha..
To Ze Fei: Two years ago, your body size were kind of okay. And for the 1st time I looked at you, I think that you have that kind of charisma like you-know-who. I gotta admit that you're quite good looking. You have very nice penmanship, you've got good command of English language & you crack jokes at the right times. A very impressive boy. Kyle told me that you're that kind of brainy guy who doesn't even need to read books to get good results in your exams. He also told me that you can play piano very well and you're at diploma already or something. Tell you something, your body size now is consider very fit already and you should stop increasing (or what other terms you call it) your muscle cause it's perfect already. There's nothing beyond perfection except destruction. So heed my advice. And that hug, it was very warm and "buffy". You've also been a very good adviser and listener. Thanks. I hope your sleeping routine will get normal someday...
To U'Wais: You are very talented and you're not like who I would imagine you to be. 1st, you play guitar! I am totally insane with guys who can play guitar cause they're just so cool and awesome and romantic (my imaginations) and everything. Plus, guitar is my top one favourite musical instrument! HAH! 2nd, you have the talent of speaking in the public/in front of the camera (Han Chiang competition last year). And you've yearned the 1st place for yourself! ACE YO! 3rd, you're very outspoken and sometimes being monkey-ish and loud. But I love you being yourself and just keep up the good work!
To Shrimp: Haha.. That was an awkward hug for you eh? Hope you didn't get nightmares o_o Umm.. Just be careful around DD cause she has been giving you very much of attention really. And umm.. Grow some meat :)
To Hui Zhen: "QueenZhen?" That's what DD would say every week when she takes the register. I guess I wouldn't be hearing it anymore huh Queen? xD You're very pretty actually and you remind me of the old me. I don't take selfies last time and I certainly have the ugly profile pic the whole world. What made me took my 1st selfie? I'm not gonna answer that but that answer is in the caption of my 1st selfie in my mobile uploads. Stalk me if you wanna know. Haha.. You have a very fair complexion (ENVY!) and I love it when you scold JaNe "diamlah". Revenge is indeed sweet. LOL.
Photos on my last day:
Candid photos
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| Owwwhhh.. Bromance .__. Steam Ginger looks steam here! |
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| Muscleman having a minor problem with his hair (.__.)ll |
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| I'm stretching my hands so bad *height prob* |
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| Wendy closed her eyes! -_- |
The chosen one
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| Yatta! :D Are you guys happy with this? |
Time to part
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| Epic facial expression o_o |
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| Ze Fei is lecturing me with his finger pointing sharply at me .__. |
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| Not Kyle too :/ Hah. Granny Kyle :P |
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| I'll miss you guys!!! :') |
Wrap up:
For each and every lesson, we see each other grow. We learnt to see flaws and at the same time the beautiful sides of each other. I don't know if DD has ruined our happiness or whatever but I know that British Council promises us one thing, which is that the seed of friendship that we had sowed unintentionally at first will grow into something remarkable and fruitful. Actually, it's kind of hard for me to deny Ze Fei's statement. We are crazy. We are weird. And I think that's our identity and that's what we'll carry in ourselves in the future. Although
my British Council journey has come to its end, I'm glad that I've met a
bunch of crazy and psycho friends there. To me, British Council is more
than just a tuition center and where I learn English. It's more like a
platform for us to understand each other despite our differences and
show ourselves to the each other who we really are.
It me:
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| Straightened my hair before departing to Japan. Jia Qi with Fringe. (2012 December . 2013) |
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| Just took my graduation photo three weeks ago. This is who I am. Dumb dumb Jessica Qi Qi :目 |
I'll miss all the
little things like how JaNe would draw
cute pictures of "sai" all over my book and say "diamlah" every time I
voice out my opinion, how shock I was the 1st time when I saw Ze Fei
became so buff (.__.), how Ginger and I would enthusiastically take
selfies and group photos every week, how U'Wais and I were so happy when
we found out that we had a mutual friend - Khalid two years ago, how
Wendy and I laughed over and over again when Jason said something about
"Mighty Brains" and didn't finish his sentence, how awkward Shirmp
looked when I hugged him today, how Hui Zhen smile at me every time our
eyes meet (so cute :P) and how I always debated with Kyle and quarrel
over small matters. But I'm glad that I've seen you guys morph into somebody from a nobody to me. Thanks for making my Saturday so awesome. No matter what, I hope I will always be in your
heart and please, just please DO KEEP IN TOUCH! BC gang forever! :')